#but I CANT
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I wish I could be very normal and ' enjoy each day as it comes' and 'live in the moment' but unfortunately if I do that how will I be prepared for the future in which I am more miserable???
#i just wish i could relax and enjoy thinge#but i cant#if i stop worrying about things that might not happen they will happen#not proven but very very likely#and id rather be emotionally prepared#i am prepared for the day when all my friends realize i actually am terrible and manipulative and leave me behind#like im not fine with it and in fact it would kill me#but it could very well happen so im at least a little prepared for#last time i was too happy and rrlaxed everything went to shit#if i had a nickel for every time i was happy and relaxed and everythung went to shit#id have two nickels#i guess id have 3 cause i think i might have been happy as a toddler#but when I turned 5 i became cognizant and then bam#lifetime of undiagnosed and unmedicated anxiety#haha#anyway#sorry for the random vent i have accidentally put myself in the trenches over nothing#vent tw#pls dont respond it generally makes me feel worse#and makes me feel like im manipulating people#if you read this far im sorry ill also be fine im just anxious and stressed about stupid stuff as usual
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Listen to this song immediately
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Headcanon: Cassandra is TERRIBLE with names
(Shitty quality, click to see clearly)
It's THE dumb idea I was talking about few days ago...
I'm losing sleep over that, but anyway, enjoy🧡
#i need to sleep#oh god im so tired#thats why part with cherry duo might be a little messier than the rest#but i cant#im still laughing over fuckin LEOPOLD#DOROTHY#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#cherry duo#rottmnt raph#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt cassandra jones#rottmnt casey jones#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#my rat art
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Stargate SG-1 as text posts (5/12)
#unrelated but picsart wants me to get car insurance so bad#i don't have a licence babe#i personally would love to stop making these and clean my apartment#but i cant#i also fear they will start mak8ng less and less sense the more parts i make#oh well#stargate#stargate sg1#stargate sg 1#text posts#text post meme#jack o'neill#samantha carter#teal'c#vala mal doran#jonas quinn#daniel jackson#mine#sg1 as text posts
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terribly artblocked but have these two wips…………..
i watched deadpool & wolverine and im going a bit crazy but please don’t yell at me for joining in late please please please don’t call me new gen i’ll draw them kissing pls don’t be mean to me
#deadpool 3#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool x wolverine#poolverine#deadclaws#loganpool#logan howlett#wade wilson#art#drawing#fanart#sigh i want to draw more#but i CANT#pls give me drawing ideas pls…. PLS#my art!!
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corpse x faceless streamer cause it has more plot...
anyway, enjoy! or dont :) m.list
as cliche and over-used as it is, you met bf!corpse in an among us lobby. but you two had heard of eachother before, seeing as youre in the same faceless community.
your followings seemed to have a lot of crossover, so when you met, it was a dream come true for your communites. and for you two, it was nice having someone understand what it was like to be faceless.
overtime, you two grew closer, hanging out outside of streams. and at some point, you got comfortable enough eachothers faces.
when your chat found out, it became the only thing they could talk about for a good two days on twitter.
"guys, corpse looks really cool," you said to your chat. you and corpse were streaming on your channel, just talking and catching up. his scoff made you giggle quietly. "im not joking, he's kinda... attractive."
"and yn looks nothing like how she described herself," he said, laughing at how much prettier he thought you were.
"and his hair is actually curly," you say.
then, you both went on anthony padilla's channel as a part of his 'I spent a day with...' series. and you revealed that you were doing the interview on the same day.
"i mean, corpse is the only other youtuber that knows what i look like," you state simply. "if im honest, the main reason im here is because this is the first time im meeting up with him in person."
thankfully, no one was suprised when they heard that in the video. but thats just because corpse posted a video of you two playing rock-paper-scissors.
it started off silent, you two doing the motions silently. corpse played scissors, you played rock. he sighed. another up and down motion. he played scissors, you played paper. you took a deep breath. another up and down. he played rock, you played rock. you scoffed and cracked your knuckles. one more time. he played paper, you played scissors.
"fuck!" he yelled loudly as you laughed manaically in the background.
during this meet up, you stayed at his apartment. and it just so happened you got to spend more time with him. slowly, you both started developing further feelings for eachother.
it showed itself in you two being cuddly, touchy with eachother. both of you tiptoeing round the topic of the weird dynamic. neither of you actually choosing to say anything or admit your feelings.
it really set in when he started unironically calling you "baby". it gave you butterflies and he felt his face heat up as the words left his mouth.
and when you had to leave, it was far more intense than you had expected.
"thank you for letting me stay here," you told him greatfully. he smiled softly at you, going in for a hug. you smiled and felt yourself melt into his arms.
you two pulled away briefly, looking into eachothers eyes. you dont know when it really happened, but the next moment, youre lips are on eachothers.
when you went back home, it was like you two know you were dating. but you never actually said it. it just felt right.
this is kinda like a prequel to this beautiful shit. i also know no one requested this (or at least i could find one when i went to check cause this was in my notes for way too long) -Nony
#corpse husband x you#corpse husband x reader#corpse x reader#corpse x streamer reader#bf!corpse#i wish i could tag anon or asks#but i cant#cause this came straight from moi#😁#even tho its the worst shit ive every written#*ever#im not rewriting that shit#anyway
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I got bored again...
#i should stop#but i cant#making these are fun#dead poets society#neil perry#todd anderson#charlie dalton#richard cameron#knox overstreet#steven meeks#gerard pitts#dps#dps boys#todd and neil#anderperry#dps memes#memes#dps fandom
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Jimmy worked as a busboy UGH
#jimmy urine#mindless self indulgence#msi#little jimmy urine#james euringer#james euringer msi#bro#i was gonna do homework today#but i cant
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asking mark to train you in some basic self defense because he's gone so often it's only fair you know how to defend yourself.
having to beg him not to let you win while the two of you are wrestling and he looks up at u with big, puppy dog eyes (practically heart shaped) and whines "i'm not ;("
LIAR!!!!!!!!!
#HE'S SOOO <3#takes it super srs after dont worry#mark <3333#can you tell i love rough housing#i want to be normal about him#but i cant#i want to keep him in my pocket#mark grayson x reader#invincible x reader#mark grayson#invincible
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blorbo doodles of the day + i finally learned how to (kind of) draw squeaky :3.
#ive got to stop drawing on paint 98#but i CANT#everytime i open the damn app i draw banger after banger#idk why#anyways next goal in life is learning how to draw amazo#for….. reasons#im turning into a steven/two brains fanblog help#i swear i enjoy other characters its just that……#look at him in the eyes….. look at this sad pathetic wet mouse#wordgirl#wordgirl pbs#steven boxleitner#professor steven boxleitner#two brains#dr two brains#my art#my stuff
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and if i said matthew isn’t gonna fight matt rempe bc the guy is a KID BASICALLY and unlike some mfs he picks on ppl his own size and he sees glimpses of himself in rempe from his rookie year where he felt like he had to fight to prove something. and if i said who ur favorite player growing up is who u replicate when u play now? and-
#i actually need to shut up about this#but i CANT#character studying male athletes is a pastime of mine#and something about the development of matthew tkachuck is so#and now with this new piece of lore with matt rempe….whom i saw flashes of matthew tkachuk in….hm.#thought thoughts many many thoughts#matt rempe#matthew tkachuk
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holy shit, Joe’s in on the jealousJa’marr! fic…wtf ( /j)😭😭😭
#my jaw dropped when i saw this shit#why is he so giggly#like wtf#ik yall seeing this shit#im insane#im so sorry#but i cant#ive posted sm about this damn fic#istg#joemarr#joe burrow#jamarr chase#ao3#football rpf#maxx crosby
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Hands down, this was not Cross‘s episode
#tbb spoilers#meme#tbb#the bad batch#the bad batch spoilers#star wars#mystuff#crosshair#I SHOULD STOP THE SHITPOSTING#BUT I CANT#incorrect quotes#the bad batch finale
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too horny to go to heaven
#yuji itadori#jujutsukaisen fanart#scetch#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen#I have to stop#but i cant#jjk yuji
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The fact that no one has edited Dick Grayson Batman and Bruce Wayne Batman to Like Him by Tyler, the creator yet is actually devastating
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Hope you had a great time today <3
Hi Krejn!! Today's been hard, but I'm okay now! I'm currently trying to draw responses for the asks I got
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